*Long sigh of relief*
Well, I've got this weird feeling of being powerful and smart, while being weak and stupid at the same time... I've come to realize that there are so many people doing great things for their community; and I'm not. There are people who can do so many amazing things, that I can't. I realize that I've been spending my time horribly. I get home mad because of something someone said, or I'll get home tired and want to fall asleep, but I'm not supposed to. With technology I'm pretty well rounded... however I'm not an expert in anything.
I blow of steam by getting on my playstation and taking headshots at enemy infantry. It's probably not healthy... but I do it anyways. Then there will be times where I just fall asleep and have dreams that I'm cussing out people because of some stupid house hold policies. Then there are those times where I just want the dumbasses that are in my science class to shut the hell up. (I'd ask you pardon my language... but I don't believe I'm done yet...) It drives me insane to the point where I want to do individual studies in the hall. Then with this overload of everything coming down on me I've got to get ready to embrace it through the end of the school year.
So, I'd like to say... I'm done with all of the above. I'm ready to put school as the top priority, and to anyone getting in my way... may your god have mercy on you. I'm going to handle all of the stuff I've got going on... and BAM!
Life will be good again...
So know this, tomorrow I will wake up and not hate anyone, I'm just going to finish this year off good.
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