What I've Realized; which has now turned into a rant

I've realized that I love not doing anything, and that technology is evil; in all forms. I still love it to death, but it controls all of us. Anyways, I've got two (2) major projects due when I get back from vacation. Both of which I'm not very far on. I realize that this week should be about relaxing... but it's not. It never is; my life is always moving and I can never seem to get a grip on anything. I try to relax on the weekends, but no! Weekends are for getting things done around the house! I'm told that I need to spend more time with my family, but you know what? I DONT WANT TO! It drives me insane to see people who feel obligated to do things, like manners, SCREW THEM! It's friday night, I came home I'M TIRED; I don't give a flying bull crap if my elbows are on the fletching table. If I was anywhere else instead of MY DINING ROOM, INSIDE OF MY HOUSE; I'd be all for the stupid manners, but there isn't anyone I need to impress! GAHHHHHH!

I'm tired of these stupid little things that piss people off; like the "stupid drivers" don't spend time complaning about how many of them are on the road, because what are the chances you'll run into a different one?! 1/1; As for technology, so many people say that other people should be forced to be "unplugged". I think that's retarded. Maybe if the person LIVED on the computer, and had part of their brain plugged into a RAM Slot, but that's about the extent of it. People can voluntarily get off of the computer, nothing should force them. I also believe that people should live their lives the way they want, it goes back to John Locke's social contract: Everyone should have the right to life, liberty, and property. No one should have to worry about... anything. Life should be a happy time for as short as it is. So many people judge other people, well I on certain levels believe that is wrong. Everyone is on this planet and exists, leave them alone. Sometimes, all the time... I wish I could go away an live up in the mountains and become a hermit, with other people that are fed up with our society. It sounds kind of... suicidal (which I'm not), but I hate our world. It is messed up in so many ways. There are people critiquing this "Octomom" for having 8 kids... I don't care... it's just something that the news can talk about. There isn't anything special about it, it's just something for them to talk about. Isn't it sad that our soceity would be much happier arguing over politics and octomom, rather than discussing their accomplishments. Sometimes I think that people watch the news so that they can fill their lives with something they believe to be meaningful.

Recently, I read about the man who killed his 5 children and then himself... and I didn't really feel anything when I first heard about it, because it was just another headliner... and you know what? No one will remember it in a month. No one will think about the Father who killed his own 5 children, shooting them multiple times and then killing himself. The words "Death" "Murder" and "Kill" are all thrown around frequently in our society. So we don't feel anything when we hear them. You have got to imagine what kind of passion it would take to kill all of your children, the oldest being 16. That's like coming to school the next day and hearing about how "Bobby" won't be at school today, because his father killed him. Just because we don't know the individual people, the actions say something about our society... and honestly, it disgusts me.

I'm not saying that everyone should be depressed forever, and have ever ending mourning... no, that's not what I'm saying. What I'm trying to say... is Smile, have fun, live today like tomorrow you wouldn't be here. Hold the ones that mean something to you close, and the ones who don't far away.

I know I've jumped from here to there and everywhere in between, so sorry to the readers... but I had to say something about it. I'm just sitting here alone, and for some reason blogging makes me feel like I'm talking to someone.

:) so I guess thanks.