Stupid Ignorant Religious kids...

Okay, so I've got to put my little disclaimer in here...
I am not aiming this at anyone that believes in god, more so towards the ignorant people who have nothing to argue... intellegantly.

I'm tired of people telling me why god exsists... in my world, he doesn't. End of sentance, conversation. I do not care what you believe but when you push it on to me I'm going to fire back with science and logic. There is one person in particular that drives me insane about it.

If you're going to try to prove that god exsists to me... don't be stupid about it. I don't force atheism on anyone, well I try not to. But anyways, if you can logically prove god's exsistance I'll listen, I still won't believe... but you won't have me writing and angry blog about it.

What happened on 9/11?

I remember 9/11 very well. I woke up, and heard something really loud downstairs… I don’t remember exactly when I woke up, but I went downstairs. I was at my dad and girlfriend’s house in Kent, across from Daniel elementary. I went downstairs and our TV had the news on… but no sound, we had to get the portable TV for sound… I was watching it, with people running around screaming and the second airplane as I recall had just hit the towers. I asked “what movie is this?” my dad replied simply “It is not a movie.” I was… troubled at that point. Reality usually doesn’t hit in till later… and for me, it still really hasn’t set in as much as it should. It hasen’t sunk in that a group of people had so much hate that they were willing to give up their lives to support their religion and kill 3,000 innocent people.

Interesting discussion; I love you... the girl from mars

Today we finished Fahrenheit 451,
Overall great book, it really made some people think... however it was just a large headache for so many people. They just didn't get it. It's kind of sad really.

If you read my post in Thought Tour 2009 blog, I talked about mars... which in my mind is my little piece of paradise. I've only been there a few times, one that I remember well. It was at my cousins' church sleep over thing... I know, me at church... sounds like a conflict of interest right? But it was epic to say the least, it was pretty much 15 High-School people with some advisors using the church for a party... We stayed up till... maybe 5 o'clock in the morning. From 10pm-5am we played phoose ball, while discussing debate topics, what's wrong with the world, why humanity was setup to fail, and philosophy.
One of our advisors said "wow, listening to these guys; I should've voted for them in the election" or something to that affect. I kinda thought it was... odd, but anyways. So this mars place... To me it's state of mind... when a group of people start thinking out loud, and start to produce thoughts, feelings and emotions. It's when people put down their guard to produce thought in anything... it's not organized by rules or regulations... people aren't constantly swearing to try to get a point across. It's thoughtful, meaningful, inteligant conversation meant to be had.
We don't say "let's goto Mars" because, Mars comes to us. I useally think of it during the conversation but don't acknowledge it.

I believe the reason why I call this state of mind mars, is becuase of the emptiness of mars, its simplicty; it doesn't have advertisements constantly running or a TV running in the background. It's got vast lands... and it's quite amazing in its design. However, eventually as science proceeds. Man kind will screw it up some how.

And that brings me to the second part of the title. There's the song "girl from mars" by Ash, however Microsoft made an advertisement with a female singer, singing the song... and it was great. It kind of put me "on mars"

Overall, Mars is my favorite place on earth.

ASB Officers 2009-2010; Campaign Station

I'm going to roll out a new website for ASB people running for school offices doing campaigns as a business. I think it's a good idea, becasue the people get a cost effective website and it'd be something easy to have a good web designer make.

If you're thinking about running for next year, let me know. I may do a trial one for free.

I'm from Mars.

I've been thinking, and thinking... and I've came up with something...

Earth is the planet we live on... it's got so many things that can keep many people happy, it's got hot places, cold places, wet places, and dry places. It's enough to keep many people happy. However there are some people who aren't satisfied with it, well at least I am. It feels like there's a place where people can go to talk, gain knowledge, apply knowledge, and have fun doing so... The kind of place I'd like to live.

After awhile, I'm starting to think that this place... could be Mars, theoretically speaking of course. Mars is full of desert, nothing really entertaining for the average person; it's large places for people to think.

I'd enjoy mars.

You Retards...

I was just on myspace doing some analyzing... and from what I've seen... Most of the workforce of the coming generation is stupid and lazy. So many people are just blowing things off because "I dunno? I jus dun fel lik it" This lazy typing, and that mindset, has got me to stop typing in txt, and start using sentences. I've realized that so much of our soceity is obsessed with certain things, and I will not. So here's my resolution for... the coming weeks:

- No more fast food
- No watching (depressing) news
- Spend time talking with other people (in person and online)
- Develop new skills that would make me a valuable asset to any company

I think that's a good little chunk for now?

What I've Realized; which has now turned into a rant

I've realized that I love not doing anything, and that technology is evil; in all forms. I still love it to death, but it controls all of us. Anyways, I've got two (2) major projects due when I get back from vacation. Both of which I'm not very far on. I realize that this week should be about relaxing... but it's not. It never is; my life is always moving and I can never seem to get a grip on anything. I try to relax on the weekends, but no! Weekends are for getting things done around the house! I'm told that I need to spend more time with my family, but you know what? I DONT WANT TO! It drives me insane to see people who feel obligated to do things, like manners, SCREW THEM! It's friday night, I came home I'M TIRED; I don't give a flying bull crap if my elbows are on the fletching table. If I was anywhere else instead of MY DINING ROOM, INSIDE OF MY HOUSE; I'd be all for the stupid manners, but there isn't anyone I need to impress! GAHHHHHH!

I'm tired of these stupid little things that piss people off; like the "stupid drivers" don't spend time complaning about how many of them are on the road, because what are the chances you'll run into a different one?! 1/1; As for technology, so many people say that other people should be forced to be "unplugged". I think that's retarded. Maybe if the person LIVED on the computer, and had part of their brain plugged into a RAM Slot, but that's about the extent of it. People can voluntarily get off of the computer, nothing should force them. I also believe that people should live their lives the way they want, it goes back to John Locke's social contract: Everyone should have the right to life, liberty, and property. No one should have to worry about... anything. Life should be a happy time for as short as it is. So many people judge other people, well I on certain levels believe that is wrong. Everyone is on this planet and exists, leave them alone. Sometimes, all the time... I wish I could go away an live up in the mountains and become a hermit, with other people that are fed up with our society. It sounds kind of... suicidal (which I'm not), but I hate our world. It is messed up in so many ways. There are people critiquing this "Octomom" for having 8 kids... I don't care... it's just something that the news can talk about. There isn't anything special about it, it's just something for them to talk about. Isn't it sad that our soceity would be much happier arguing over politics and octomom, rather than discussing their accomplishments. Sometimes I think that people watch the news so that they can fill their lives with something they believe to be meaningful.

Recently, I read about the man who killed his 5 children and then himself... and I didn't really feel anything when I first heard about it, because it was just another headliner... and you know what? No one will remember it in a month. No one will think about the Father who killed his own 5 children, shooting them multiple times and then killing himself. The words "Death" "Murder" and "Kill" are all thrown around frequently in our society. So we don't feel anything when we hear them. You have got to imagine what kind of passion it would take to kill all of your children, the oldest being 16. That's like coming to school the next day and hearing about how "Bobby" won't be at school today, because his father killed him. Just because we don't know the individual people, the actions say something about our society... and honestly, it disgusts me.

I'm not saying that everyone should be depressed forever, and have ever ending mourning... no, that's not what I'm saying. What I'm trying to say... is Smile, have fun, live today like tomorrow you wouldn't be here. Hold the ones that mean something to you close, and the ones who don't far away.

I know I've jumped from here to there and everywhere in between, so sorry to the readers... but I had to say something about it. I'm just sitting here alone, and for some reason blogging makes me feel like I'm talking to someone.

:) so I guess thanks.

It's gonna be deep.

So, I've been talking to alot of my friends lately; and I kinda want to bring something up, but it's really awkward to bring up in normal conversation.

Topic: Who would you die for?

I had a dream, and kinda had an idea for a movie. Imagine 7 students, from different parts of the united states, who are kidnapped by an ex-military psycho, they are put in a room about the size of an average classroom "looks unmistakenably like Mr. C's room. Their captor comes over the intercom and says "6 of you will walk away from here unharmed, however 1 of you won't be as serindipitous (it was around the time of a vocab test... weird right?). "The one that doesn't make it will take in the head, as many men I've lost in war (I had watched "The Rock" and the whole, taking revenge for military was kind of stuck in there). Turns out the guy lost 7 men in war (in the dream).

So, they all start gasping, and watching the speaker. Eventually they all move to the edges of the room, so not to be anywhere near anyone else (because the've no idea who eachother are). the 7 people were kind of summaries of everyone I know, bunched into different personalities; execpt for the military guy. He came straight out of the movie... with a Joker mentalility. ("WSS") Anyways, in the end I woke up before anyone died, kinda disapointed me.

It got me thinking, that in that situation; who would I die for? and why?
It came down to this: If I were in that room, I would've died for everyone in that room. As for why, I'm not sure. It's not that I've got a death wish, but if it came down to 1 vs. 100 I'd be proud to be that 1.

I kinda compared it to when 2 families go out for dinner, and the check comes "Oh, no. We'll take care of the bill" "No, we will. We insist". I just don't know that anyone would oppose it.

I've got to go, I'm fading quickly over here, and I got lot's to do before spring break shoves it's nasty head into my life. :)

Happy trails to you... until, we meet again...

New Blog!

I've added a new blog!

It's http://thoughttour2009.blogspot.com/

It will be my more philisophical and reflective blog.

A picture is worth a thousand words? Let's see.

I'm going to take some photographs I find on the internet and write about them.



This is one of my favorite images out of every one I've ever seen. It reminds me of the strength of america in a single frame. Men working together for their country.

I'm going to look at some images of people in their "state of nature" when they are at war. When their guard isn't up psychologically, where they aren't trying to force a smile or anything. Because one thing I want to be able to learn is how to read faces, it's something people goto college for, but I'd like to try my hand at it...

This is a truly amazing portrait. The man in the front is watching the German soilders marching into the French capital. You can see the emotions in his face are real. The furrowed brow, the tear, and almost uncontrollable trembling.
The woman to the left of him is frightened, and confused. She looks as if she’s about to say something.
The other woman to the left of her is defiantly in a state of shock, brows raised., and watching in shock.

The man to the left of her isn’t as shocked as he is terrified, his brow is at a triangle, and he is frowning.

There is something very suspicious on the very right hand of the screen. He’s got a straight face. Other than him being a nazi, I’ve got several other guesses.
A) He’s interested in the camera, or cameraman; maybe tagging along, so he would be focused on the camera.
However, he doesn’t look sad at all, he looks content, maybe even contempt on his face?

April Fool's Day Entry

So, today was pretty odd, but that's not that suprising. I didn't pull any tricks, or have any pulled on me. So it was a good day. I did however find it hilarious that people started silly stringing the bathroom, and the halls...

Then they get taken away by the principal... "Here's your sign" anyone?